Monday, January 23, 2006

I miss...

I miss talking.
About me, and him, and Us, and Them.

I miss listening.
Listening to someone so that you understand them, understand the way they think, and feel.
Listening to them talking about their childhood, how they grew up to be who they are right now.

I miss feeling.
Feeling the warmth of a hug that comes from inside.
Feeling of belonging I used to feel when he used to hold me by the waist when we went for walks.

I miss... Love.

16 comments:

KJ said...

Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go. - Herman Hesse

The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you - Anonymous.

*hugs*

KJ

Sonia said...

oh i don't love him KJ, i love the person i thought he was. But he's really not that guy. but i miss beng in love, the caring and the loving and all the things that go with love. That's what i miss.

hope and love said...

hmmm... true.. u hav made me sad..
:(

Saltwater Blues said...
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Saltwater Blues said...

Nice quotes there by KJ. I miss it too Sonia, being in love ... especially the phone calls even when you had nothing to talk about :)

*tight hug*

n.g. said...

I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

goo goo dolls - here is gone

Anonymous said...

i get it why u soo sober these days... cheer up ... n bring out tht old witty you... believe me.. . its just not worth it..

First Rain said...

Sorry for having disappeared suddenly. Hugs!

Mind Curry said...

hmm..read my "spaces in togetherness" when you get time. maybe its true when they say everything just happens for the best..or atleast think that way.

Lost in trance... said...

the dreaded void...one for me one for u...*hugs*

Sonia said...

hope and love: i didn't mean to make u sad. sorry!

saltwater blues: sigh. wattodo!

nish: i did have it. for a while.

anonymous: this post was the last thing on my mind when i posted it. i had actually drafted the whole other post. but then...

FR: but ure back now! :o) *hugs*

mind curry: i've said that to myself sooo many times i'm sick of it.

lost in trance: i know i know. :(

Rhyncus said...

At the risk of being accused of cynical overgeneralisation, may I suggest that this is also a phase, that after getting over the missing-the-lover phase, one tends to start missing the love, the delicious feeling that it is, and that things are simply getting better, as you progress via the phases?
(hmm, too long a sentence, that)

Sonia said...

rhycus: things ARE better. most definitely. in fact, that is what i wanted to write about, but somehow ended up writing this post!

rocksea said...

me too. but hope it gets over soon. so somehow am happy.

quills said...

A beautiful moving poem...Its never easy to move on and get over someone you loved so deeply. I wish you all the very best and hope you find someone who truly deserves you.

Maya Cassis said...

Love ..is beautiful while it's there.
we take it for granted,we realise only when it's gone.but change is the order of life.whether we like it or not.but love is abundant in many forms.we just have to look within us and it is all there.
hope u find it again.all the best