Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Trying to not think!

And I thought I was made of sterner stuff!

Work work work work!
Crazzzzzy unreasonable clients I was forced to be polite to, the added workload that was bestowed on me cos my senior quit to have a baby, the fact that she was having a baby, the knowledge that I was actually thankful for the added workload so that I'll be too busy to think about anything else, thinking in spite of the workload... it's been a helluva month.

I guess my body has finally given up on me.
The doc asked me one if I was under a lot of stress.

Hell yeah!

He gave me enough meds to last me a lifetime and told me I was to "stop thinking" for a bit. Cos it's psychosomatic apparently.

I woke up at 6 am today, but mum said you're not going to work like this no way so I got back to bed and tried to 'relax'. I tossed and turned and finally gave up trying to go back to sleep.

I tried to relax. Tried to 'not think'.
But this not-thinking business is really tough if you're not asleep.

I can think of only one thing that'll help me not think.
Alcohol of course!

Now I know why there are so many drunks in the world.


godo said...

mmm well..take a day off, leave home at 5, reach jebel hafeet - watch the sun rise, enjoy your drive then goto musandam..take the dhow cruise. Finish everything by 3-4 in the evening now go home and you will get a good sleep and feel soooo goood after that..well atleast u will sleep cos of the exhaustion :D:D

You can surely relax all thru and dont need alochol at all

GhostOfTomJoad said...

Godo's plan sounds nice...TRY IT!

Sonia said...