Lacking Lustre

I'm leaving for Bali tomorrow.
I'll be back next Saturday.

I'm going with the same gang who I went to Turkey with and a few more fun people.

I don't feel any excitement though.
I'm worried about a lot of things (mainly work) and just running around trying to get stuff in order before leaving.

Hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow, once we actually set off.
I'm just so unprepared.
And I don't feel like doing anything.

Lacking life.