sitting at my desk with a cup of black coffee. trying to stay awake.
slept at 4am.
no. wasn't out partying. i was at home, lying in bed, staring at the ceiling and willing for sleep to come. but how can it when i had woken up from an afternoon "nap" at 7:30pm?
this weekend was all about sleep. and sleeplessness.
(feeling the coffee take effect)
I'm feeling listless and restless. I don't want to work this job anymore.
I don't want to live here anymore. I think.
I don't know if I need a break or if I need to break away altogether... move!
I'm going to Delhi on the 19th for the weekend and will be back on Sunday night, the 22nd.
I just neeeded to get away, and my birthday weekend seemed like the perfect time to do it.
My friends were all going to different places as it is, so it's not like I was going to get the traditional "surprise" party or anything. I never do. It's always something or the other.
And if Delhi doesn't get me out of my funk, then I'm seriously considering moving.
I'm not sure where, maybe to Europe. Or Canada.
Of course... I need to have a job... but that'll happen. *fingers crossed*
The idea of starting afresh... new job, new people, new life... it's scary!
And the fear is exhilarating!
So maybe I should move. Or maybe I just need a vacation.