Ok, so I'm 24! ( will be this August,anyway! )
So why does that makes ALL the parents I know hyperventilate and start running around looking for "a suitable boy" for me?
I mean, WHY?
Am I now too old for any guy to wanna get married to me? Do I even care?
Why don't people ever ask me if I even want to get married?
I was talking to a married ( happily married) friend of mine and she was asking me what I have against marriage.
The answer is ... NOTHING!
I don't have anything against marriage, but really, I don't have anything for it either.
I asked her to tell me why she enjoyed being married so much. Other than sex of course, and anyway, I've heard that its totally overrated!
She told me about companionship, sharing, caring blah blah...
So her parents chose well.She's just lucky. How will I know that I'm gonna be as lucky as she is and get a guy who will be half as good even? After 19 years of living with my parents, they don't even know who I am, how are they gonna know what kinda guy they'll find for me?
And about falling in love, well, what about it?
I've trusted in my heart and been proved wrong once, who's telling it won't happen again?
I'm just not ready to risk it anymore.