Monday, September 12, 2005

Sometimes...

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase…


I was listening to this song (by Evanescense, My Immortal) as I drove to work today.

And I relate to it so much that I just hate myself.

9 comments:

kay said...

The pain is real...like this palpable chasm in the chest...it is so vague but stil so consolidated...could have fought it if it was an enemy...could have beared it if was a ghost...but it is just me not sparing myself...do read my poem if u ever happen to chance upon my blogs.

Rahul said...

Lingering aftertaste... yeah! that's bad!!!But, why should you hate yourself for that?

Jithu said...

powerful & touching lyrics!

Keshi said...

goshhh Sonzzzz dun temme!!! I luv that song too and guess wut...I was listening to it this morning on the way to work...I so can relate to it too...I just luv Evanescence btw - her voice haunts me.

There r times I hate myself too and my fears torment me...but thats what has made me what I am today...afraid of the demons but unafraid of that fear itself, cos I face it better now..

take it easy girl!
Keshi.

vAgue said...

nice lyrics those. touch a chord somewhere, some point of time in our lives....for most of us no....?

Joker said...

*HUGS* hey listen to something snappy for a change and snap out of it. go and treat yourself to a book or a dress or something. i always do that - buy myself books :)

Sonia said...

rahul: cos i can't get over it.

jithu: they really are!

keshi: i know what you mean! i also LOVE Dido! her voice is amazing!

vague: i guess so.

joker: you know what, i'm really REALLY gonna do that. Thank you for the suggestion. when i first read it I was gonna say that line i awlays say " books are so damn expensive here". but i think i really do deserve a treat! :o) *hugs* thanx again!

Keshi said...

oyesss Dido is sooo good too...all my favs :)

Keshi.

V said...

a song, after all