Tuesday, September 26, 2006

hooked on you.

You're in my thoughts, always.
And I'm sick of it.

I've tried to stop, I really have.
But how can I stop thinking of you?

I was better off alone.
I never asked for you to come into my life. I never did anything.
It was you.
You started it all.

I wonder if you even remember.
I wonder if ever you go back and remember how it used to be.

We used to be able to talk so easily, and now the silence is just unbearable. for me.

I wish you would at least end it and let me be.

I never had you. So why do you have me, soul and all?
Let me go.

It's only fair.

14 comments:

Anonymous said...

Its NEVER fair. May God bless you.

Lost in trance... said...

sounds like a poem. luv in the air?

hj said...

'Le coeur a ses raisons que la raison ne connaƮt pas' - Blaise Pascal

GhostOfTomJoad said...

It'll be simpler for you to end it...if such an end is acceptable to you.

Sonia said...

anon: oh i'm sure he will, in His own weird way.

Lost in Trance: arey! what r u sayin?! love in the air??!!
anything but!

HJ: indeed! but the heart seems to be on self-destruct mode.

tomjoad: it's acceptable, it's just not simple.

GhostOfTomJoad said...

I didn't say it's simple but simpler. Anyway, I think it's time for you to move on to Reebok #2 :-)

Sonia said...

Tomjoad: I'm barefoot as it is.

GhostOfTomJoad said...

...only if you choose to be barefoot :-)

Sonia said...

Tomjoad: look who's talking!

zypsy said...

I never had you. So why do you have me, soul and all?

- you can only answer that sonia, and you can only let go if you really want. it's not that difficult, believe me. you just have to make a decision...

btw, what are the things you are absolutely crazy/passionate about? i've a reason for asking this :-)

GhostOfTomJoad said...

Why? How does it apply to me?

Sonia said...

tomjoadkaghost: i'd call you and tell you, but you're worried about my phone bill! toh main kya karun?

GhostOfTomJoad said...

:-) Right

Sonia said...

Zypsy: i cannot answer that. like HJ's comment pretty much sums it up. and my mind is trying to figure out what the hell my heart is upto.

what am i passionate about... stick around and you'll find out! :)

tomjoad'sghost: i usually am! :)