Thursday, August 04, 2005

Damn Feelings!

Ok, I've tried! But I just gotta blog! I think I'm addicted!

Dunno how people just quit!

Its no big deal anyway. That last post I mean. I was just so worked up with the comments, and I didn't even know what I was typing till I was done. So that was that.

I was in a crappy relationship, like a lot of people have been through I'm sure. And I learned a lot. And I'm glad it brought me to Delhi,and blogging and everything else.

I went through a lot of soul searching and found... nothing really!

Hell, what do I know!? There I am, 23 years old, living alone in the big bad world, what do I do? I learn to survive.

That's it actually.

I can't say I don't regret it. I do, I really do!

Cos I have never been in love with anyone as much as I have been with him. And I've never felt that way for anyone since, and I'm scared I never will. I had trusted him, and our relationship, so completely! I don't know if I'll ever be able to do that again.

Oh well, there's always hope right? After all, tomorrow is another day...



esvee said...

To comment or not to comment.that's my dilemma..:-))


Parna said...

hugs babe! you are young. life REALLY is a long way to go for you.
just hang in there.
and you are right - tomorrow indeed is another day. a bright new day

Joker said...

yeah i agree with Parna. just hang in there... and it will get better. Been there before and come out of it too, though it had been hard and i required help too. but everythign will be alright soon.. cuz it has to be. *TITE HUGS*

First Rain said...

I'll pray that you rediscover that trust with someone.

Kahini said...

COURSE tomorrow's another day.

injinuity said...

the aching will disappear with time.. time heals everything... don't count the years.. just count the memories.. and carry on.. life goes on..

Lost in trance... said...

"and I'm scared I never will. "

That. Right there. THAT is the root. Believe. Like I had. chin up.