Sometimes you won't know why you're upset.
You just know you are.
It's like your subconscious state of mind understands what is wrong and you react emotionally to it, but you're not really aware what it is that upsets you so much till much later.
It's like that for me now.
I'm confused and upset and close to freaking out.
I need to clear my head. and the only one I know who can make sense and calm me down is my N, my best friend.
So I've decided.
I'm going to India, for a verrrry short break. But a break, nonetheless.
And till then, I'll just keep praying.